erratio

some random thoughts for today:

1. You cannot protect someone who doesn't want to be protected. This particularly applies to trying to help people deal with their exes (and yes, this applies to several people i know, so no finger-pointing allowed)

2. I have a terrible phone manner. No matter how happy or enthusiastic i feel when i'm talking to someone i will invariably sound completely deadpan. I think my ex said it best when he asked me "did you know that when you answer the phone your voice drops two tones?". You'd think i would have learnt by now, after in Year 12 i answered the phone to talk to my SDD teacher at school, and she asked me whether i was alright.

3. Stupid mood swings.. yesterday i was by turns, hyper then pissed off/depressed until i managed to hyper myself again (took about an hour of me telling myself to stop being such an idiot and enjoy the time out with my friends). Now i am tired and somewhat out of it/depressed again, but its not a big problem since I am being antisocial and staying at home today.

Anyway, tomorrow is the zoo :) It's $5 entry for students for this month and by all accounts there'll be a few groups of us wandering around. Yay!